ALONE BUT NOT LONELY

Every morning is a reminder of a new day of fall and rise, a fall to grow and a rise to be humble. Every night is a time to be determined.
Meanwhile is where, I go unseen to the world. 
That meanwhile where I am struggling to keep my pace and patience to the the world's speed of action. Life is so beautiful to make me its princess in a moment of time and sometimes, is an experience, to get acknowledge with what pain is like, and it makes that suffering so immune that it later becomes your nourishment to grow.
With all the love for life I carry them with me, in a quest of peace, that I would gain someday.
Yet there was something I wished lately, without a knock, when my eyes got wet.
A shoulder to rest my unsaid secrets, a lap to lie down with my tears.
But I would still be alone, like everyone here, because, 
All comes alone and all goes alone.

The Beginning.

 A blink of eye has shown the magic of life, as well as the
well of darkness.
The magic that has shown me the beauty in me, a reason to live
many more years for the magic.
The well of darkness that bought in me insight of the environment
around me.
I fell, i was hurt, I was injured, but the insight made me taller
and mature.
In all those days when the magic too was away, I realized its
nothing but the test of my faith.
You may not be with me for a while, but the magic you have brought
in me, is still new and waiting to be shared.
A year I have grown to forget and forgive,
to love and be loved.

Season

Its out of emotions.

The biggest and longest truth...
to live is to to have peace of mind, to die is to live in peace

It matters

Its a matter of time, a moment of learning, to know and understand
nothing great but the betrayal of the world.
that would make u understand that you have a lot to cry,
a deep noise in you enough to shatter the mountains,
a burden as heavy as the world.

Its just a matter of time, to break down,
to rejuvenate, to feel again the same way before.
even when the hands are shackled, a mental key is enough to
set the world free in you.

Its not just a matter of time to forget, but to learn,
not to fall so hard anytime after this.

A part of Sorrow and Happiness

A part of sorrow is left in me deep inside the ocean of happiness
just like a part of sorrow that you possess
Scaring me, haunting me, they follow where I go to fetch a handful of light
Enough it is from now on,
i do not abide with it any more
strong is my mind even stronger my stubbornness
would let not any bit of tears tear me.
Even the walls hear me scream out of rage but not you.
although I would never let you know it, cause my heart is full of care and concern for you.
My anger is a calm river when I see you
all I want is that part of happiness
just like what you posses.

The Festive Season

The moment of the year I always want to relive and regain
where the color full lights on every window makes the polluted environment also colorful,
where hustle and bustle is a sound of joy,
where gifts are received with a bonus of moment of happiness,
where time doesn't matter to routine after decoration seems appealing,
where every pain and grief is relieved for a while,
there..
there is my heart, there is the beauty, there is where my soul rejoices.